| As a Western
man deeply involved in the practice of yoga, I have had
to distill the truths of the East that make sense for
my life and culture. Yoga is remarkable in its capacity
to transcend the beliefs and attitudes of its origins.
It gives people of any persuasion a tool to open up to
themselves, enhance the quality of their lives, and discover
new directions of experience. Yoga provides a context
for a basic confrontation with yourself, making you more
aware both as an individual and as a participant in the
total movement of life.
Perhaps the best way to express what yoga can offer
modern society is to explain how it has helped transform
my outlook on the world. I was a highly trained intellectual
who spent years of post-graduate work in philosophy
and psychology trying to find the answer to the riddle
of my existence. I put all my hopes into thought and
science for answers that became more elusive the deeper
I went. Science directs itself to those aspects of life
that are observable, repeatable, predictable. But what
about the unique, the creative, the spontaneous? Is
the universe, am I, an entity that can be totally understood
by thought? Are love, care and compassion ultimately
reducible to an equation the mind can create? Or, are
there realms of understanding that come from a different
place?
The West has put enormous emphasis on understanding
through external routes, looking at the world outside
of oneself, whereas the East has focused its energy
into “looking within.” Looking without"
has given us an ever-increasing power and understanding
of our environment and of the mechanical and predictable
aspects of ourselves. Its strength lies in creating
a process that is adjustable through feedback. Science
values objectivity derived from shared experiences and
the mutual agreement of specialists. It proves itself
by prediction, control, and workability. The weakness
of “looking outside” is that our understanding
remains limited to the repeatable and mechanical aspects
of experience. We take on the beliefs of the times,
going to experts to find out about the world and ourselves.
When we become depressed, we go to doctors or psychologists
who tell us that certain chemicals in the brain, or
an early trauma, are causing the depression. Do the
chemicals cause the depression, or are they a result
of being depressed? Do I create or have some control
over my feelings, or am I merely the effect of impersonal
forces and past events?
“Looking within” is the Eastern approach
to finding out. It is what the long tradition of yoga
has developed. Its strength lies in that you can touch
directly into what's going on inside. And, since you
are an expression of nature, it enables you to experience
nature's essence in a first-hand way. A human being
is a miniature universe, and to the extent a person
can truly understand the inner workings of his being,
he can touch into patterns of impersonal universal processes.
The great danger of “looking within” lies
in how easily fear, desire, preference and attachment
create subjectivity that can prevent a human being from
learning. It is so easy to tell yourself what you want
to hear and be blinded by your mental projections and
emotions. If “looking within” is colored
by my wants and images from the past, then what I see
will itself be tainted with the very subjectivity I
hope to transcend. This is the great paradox and weakness
of the inner path. Traditionally, the emotional bond
between the seeker on an inner journey and a teacher
or guru has been the link that has helped counter the
dangers of getting lost in the mind’s endless
capacity of creating its own world with itself at the
center. There is a further danger. Out of our needs
for certainty, security, and feeling protected, it is
so easy to create a subjective world with the guru at
the center. Here, under the guise of “looking
within,” one can in fact be internalizing another
person's point of view.
In my own approach to yoga and to life, I have been
interested in bringing together and integrating the
Eastern and Western perspectives. What I have come upon
to date is a way that has been a continual source of
renewal for me, making it possible to live in our highly
technological world while incorporating in my life the
wisdom of the East.
THE EASTERN PERSPECTIVE
In order to understand the difference between "looking
within" and "looking without," I had
to examine the world views that underlie each of them.
The East looks at the world from what I call the "point
of view of the one," proclaiming the basic underlying
unity of all things to be the only reality. Here, separation,
division, and individuation are illusion, or maya. In
other words; you and I and everything else that appears
separate are actually an illusion. In this context,
it's easy to see why "looking within" became
the path. Since the senses are not to be trusted, and
"out there" is not real or important, where
else can you look but within? God, soul, or spirit is
inside - beyond thought, beyond desire and emotion.
This creates a value system which emphasizes ego-loss
and subordination of self to the grand design. Life
then takes on a deterministic flavor, which breeds resignation.
You live out your karma, hoping for a better next life,
which eventually will bring you to the final reward
- getting off the wheel of rebirth and death, out of
illusion, into oneness or the void.
History in the East is cyclical; everything that matters
has all been done before and thus the path is prescribed.
Truth is eternal and unchanging. This is why finding
a spiritual master (someone who has made the journey
past illusion) is so important. Reality is found by
"remembering" impersonal eternal truths blocked
by the machinations of ego, such as desire, fear, and
other aspects of self-centeredness. You must get out
of your own way and participate in the flow of life
by not resisting your destiny. Surrendering to "what
is" is coupled with a tendency to value renunciation.
For example, if the conflicts of sexuality bind your
energy, then renounce sex. If you are mechanically led
by pleasure, renounce it. Also, turn your face away
from negativity - root out anger, spite, envy and, of
course, violence.
Carl Jung aptly saw that when a person or a culture
accentuates one aspect of life, its opposite thrives
in the unconscious. This causes the behavior one is
trying to suppress to manifest itself in devious, unacknowledged
ways. For example, the East's way to truth - "looking
within" and experiencing it in the "now"
- is counterbalanced by its authoritarianism and reverence
for tradition. Renunciation of worldly pleasures is
done to achieve more sublime ones, which are thought
of as "bliss" instead of mere pleasure. |